the breakup.

hello! remember me?

i have wanted to get back on here so so badly…
but life has had other plans.
i have barely, barely been on my computer.
and while many, many things are going on around here,
and i’ve had so many thoughts that i’ve wanted to share,
i just have not had the chance to do so.

lately, there have been too many breakthrough seizures for our little L.
we were going to get a second and third opinion
about what to do and why the recent explosion of seizures
but instead, after much thought and an equal amount of prayer,
we are switching neurologists after four years with the same doctor.
to date, this has been my hardest breakup yet.
in my entire life.
but oh-so necessary.
we can’t figure out what’s going on
and don’t think his doctor does, either.

i do know that there’s purpose in all of this.
i don’t know what that purpose is,
but i know that there is purpose in it.

because Romans 8:28 says,
And we know that in all things God works
for the good of those who love him,
who have been called according to his purpose.

it’s one of His promises that we can hold firm to.

and we were going to have to wait until february
to be seen by the new doctor
but our pediatrician is just the best
and got us in very, very soon.

3486. B coming home
3487. the hope for better sleep
3488. deleting emails
3489. throwing papers away
3490. the very best pediatrician

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